Finished my holiday, the day I meet with him, he ask me two question.
The first question is: “Why you fat jor?”
The second question is: “Why your face got so many pimples?”
Seriously, I don’t know how to answer these two questions. I know this holiday I gain some weight, but I never know for him I gain a lot weight. Omg, I really did not realise actually I gain a lot weight this holiday, eat too much already la. It’s time to keep fit again. My target is 45kg ler.
Second question more difficult to answer compare to first one. It was more than one year time already, not only does not recover but sometime become worst. I am really sad because of the pimples.
I had tried a lot of way, but still it does not work.
Try to control not eating spicy food, but it does not work also.
Try many type of facial product, but all of them useless.
Even spend so much money on it already, but I still din see any affect, I really so disappointed with the company and also myself.
I am wonder why others can recover but I can’t?
Is it I really need to get consultation from doctor?
I cannot cheat myself. I know it’s really not that easy to recover. Even though pimples can be cure, but it will left a lot scar also.
I am really worried about my face. Everyday wake up in the early morning, the first thing I do is always standing in front of the mirror, everyday wish that the pimples can disappear, wish miracle will happen, but every day I was felt disappointed.
Sometime I feel like I should not let him wasting his time to wait me recover, wait me become thin, wait me become beautiful. In others eyes, he is a great person, everyone say I am so lucky to have him as my boyfriend, i am so clever to chose him as my boyfriend, everyone envy with me, but at the same time I feel like he is so unlucky to have me as his girl friend.
I don’t have any talent,
I am not a beautiful girlfriend,
I am not as slim as he desired,
My face got a lot pimples which cannot be recover for a long time.
Even myself also feel like I am so ugly, sometime really hate to see myself in front of mirror!!
But yesterday he encourages me again, he told me it will recover and he will bring me home once I recover. With his encouraging, I found back my confident. Really thanks him very much because 对我不离不弃. I want prove to him that his choice is not wrong!!
Please~~~~
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
YC- Challenge 4
20/12/2010
Finally, we reach the final destination. Seriously I wish to meet with my dear at the day I arrive in UTM because I know that time he still not yet back to hometown. But in the end we didn’t meet up because he don’t have transport to come and find me.
The fourth challenge, REBRANDING AZ.
The task for our group is interior design, where we need to rearrange the interior design for the marketing part. Don’t have any idea on what to do and how to do. First day, we stay at their office waiting the time past and go back with a design.
Night time got no activities again and feels a bit bored. At supper time, they ask me to go down taking supper and I also go down. After supper back to room and sleep. OMG, no wonder my dear say I become fatter after this holiday.
21/12/2010
Start to move their stuff after get the permission from the Director of AZ Saloon. We always syok sendiri and feels our design is actually quite good. Haha, I used less than 2 hours to
finish all arrangement then we go online in their office again.
During the night time, we da bao tang yuan from TamanU and having it together after done our presentation slide. Again, sleep after eating supper.
22/12/2010
It’s actually the last of YC. As usual, we depart to AZ Saloom at 9am. Our presentation start 12pm and finished on 3pm. I am not presenter for this presentation, I am just the person who clicking the slide.
At the night, there’s a losing ceremony held in DSI. As predicted, we don’t get any award from YC. I know 3 of us are putting some hope on Malacca stage de, but in the no, the award got by others group.
The first time, it’s the first time I am one of the lucky person during lucky draw. A set of Nano White worth more than RM100, haha, everyone said it’s worth that I join this program when I get the NanoWhite. But actually I din use it, because I don’t dare to change skin care product. So I just left it there, maybe one day I can used it when my face back to last time.
After lucky draw session, we took a lot of picture with others.
With that, the 13 days of challenge was come to the end. What I get from this program. Yeah, I gain a lot experience and also friends. I realize that sometime it’s nice to be friends with others races.
In my opinion, this program can consider success, if the main sponsor is not AZ Saloon, then I think the program will be much more successful!! Good job for all committees.
I didn’t feel regret in joining this program when it is come to ending. One more thing is, I never thought I will have a good communication with my team member. The real world tell me my worry is no need one.
Finally, we reach the final destination. Seriously I wish to meet with my dear at the day I arrive in UTM because I know that time he still not yet back to hometown. But in the end we didn’t meet up because he don’t have transport to come and find me.
The fourth challenge, REBRANDING AZ.
The task for our group is interior design, where we need to rearrange the interior design for the marketing part. Don’t have any idea on what to do and how to do. First day, we stay at their office waiting the time past and go back with a design.
Night time got no activities again and feels a bit bored. At supper time, they ask me to go down taking supper and I also go down. After supper back to room and sleep. OMG, no wonder my dear say I become fatter after this holiday.
21/12/2010
Start to move their stuff after get the permission from the Director of AZ Saloon. We always syok sendiri and feels our design is actually quite good. Haha, I used less than 2 hours to
finish all arrangement then we go online in their office again.
During the night time, we da bao tang yuan from TamanU and having it together after done our presentation slide. Again, sleep after eating supper.
22/12/2010
It’s actually the last of YC. As usual, we depart to AZ Saloom at 9am. Our presentation start 12pm and finished on 3pm. I am not presenter for this presentation, I am just the person who clicking the slide.
At the night, there’s a losing ceremony held in DSI. As predicted, we don’t get any award from YC. I know 3 of us are putting some hope on Malacca stage de, but in the no, the award got by others group.
The first time, it’s the first time I am one of the lucky person during lucky draw. A set of Nano White worth more than RM100, haha, everyone said it’s worth that I join this program when I get the NanoWhite. But actually I din use it, because I don’t dare to change skin care product. So I just left it there, maybe one day I can used it when my face back to last time.
After lucky draw session, we took a lot of picture with others.
With that, the 13 days of challenge was come to the end. What I get from this program. Yeah, I gain a lot experience and also friends. I realize that sometime it’s nice to be friends with others races.
In my opinion, this program can consider success, if the main sponsor is not AZ Saloon, then I think the program will be much more successful!! Good job for all committees.
I didn’t feel regret in joining this program when it is come to ending. One more thing is, I never thought I will have a good communication with my team member. The real world tell me my worry is no need one.
YC- Challenge 3
18/12/2010 and 19/12/2010
There’s a lot of group decided to quit in the half way because of something. Some of them got program, some of them even quarrel between group members. While for those groups that stay until Malacca, some of them are bu shuang with each others, there’s a lot of problem between all those groups. But the happy thing is our group is still very good, no matters go where, 3 of us will together except sleeping time only. If this program has a best corporation award, then I am sure that our group will get this award.
In Malacca, the challenge is promote Malacca Wonderland to communities and also sell ticket. But this challenge will combine all groups into 2 big groups only. First day we promote at Malacca Sentral while second day we promote in front of the clock tower. Seriously, I can said this is the most enjoy stage between all four stage.
Because of this challenge, I realize that I really have a talent in become a business woman. At the same time, I feel like I was made a wrong decision, where I should not further my studies and stay at home to do business. I believe I will have a bright future if I stay last time. The only disadvantage is I won’t recognise all of my friends and have such experience to studies at University.
After think back, for sure there’s some advantages and also disadvantage in very decision we make. What we can do is just go ahead and don’t turn back. 正所谓“行行出状元” .
There’s a lot of group decided to quit in the half way because of something. Some of them got program, some of them even quarrel between group members. While for those groups that stay until Malacca, some of them are bu shuang with each others, there’s a lot of problem between all those groups. But the happy thing is our group is still very good, no matters go where, 3 of us will together except sleeping time only. If this program has a best corporation award, then I am sure that our group will get this award.
In Malacca, the challenge is promote Malacca Wonderland to communities and also sell ticket. But this challenge will combine all groups into 2 big groups only. First day we promote at Malacca Sentral while second day we promote in front of the clock tower. Seriously, I can said this is the most enjoy stage between all four stage.
Because of this challenge, I realize that I really have a talent in become a business woman. At the same time, I feel like I was made a wrong decision, where I should not further my studies and stay at home to do business. I believe I will have a bright future if I stay last time. The only disadvantage is I won’t recognise all of my friends and have such experience to studies at University.
After think back, for sure there’s some advantages and also disadvantage in very decision we make. What we can do is just go ahead and don’t turn back. 正所谓“行行出状元” .
YC- Challenge 2
15/12/2010
We depart to kl at 12am midnight and reach KSJ by 6am, we are move into room once we get the key. Because of in this stage our challenge is doing a research survey, so we decided to not going out for the first day. In the whole day we just spend some time to come out with the questionnaire. Afternoon time, thinking to go Ming Restaurant for lunch, who knows it is not open. So disappointed that cannot eat uncle mee. One day ends just like do nothing, feels a bit boring.
16/12/2010
Due to the reason we still cant get any sales and there’s some time before we leave, I decided to go flat and find if can get any sales. I am so happy that got one Aunty said that she want to buy the product but she don’t have money at that moment, so she ask me come to find her on next day. I didn’t told my group member about it because at Penang also got one customer say like that to but in the end she din come, so I don’t wish them disappointed again.
After breakfast, we are going out to distribute the survey question and also promote the product. We finished distribute the questionnaire and collect it back during lunch time. But 3 of us still can’t make any sales and again I face some question as in Penang.
After that, we taking W12 back to K2 and start the analysis for the questionnaire. At the night time, at first we thought can go Sri Rampai night market, who knows the committees suddenly have ice-breaking session at 8pm, it spoil our plan.
After the ice-breaking session, we gather again and discuss on what to present on next day. And finally I accept to be one of the presenters. Although I am scare, but after think of it, this maybe a good chance to practice my presentation skills, so I accept it.
17/12/2010
As promised by the Aunty, 9am I going out to find her with the product. Yeah, finally get one sales, she din cheat me. After talk with her for almost one hour, I back to K2 and prepare for the presentation. This is the first time I present without earlier preparation and memorise.
2pm start our presentation, although I know I not done very well, but I am quite satisfy with my performance, I am not that scare at the moment. I think I have to practice more, so that I won’t feels nervous in the future presentation.
Before that we plan to go Wangsa Walk after our presentation, who knows it was raining again and therefore we back to room and sleep. At first we thought I done our presentation quite well, but in the end we being call to the board room again. 3 of us like drop from the sky. I think it’s because our sales is still the lowest.
Again, we survive in the board room, but after discussion, we feel like don’t wanna continue this challenge if it is still direct selling on AZ product for the next two stage. So, we going to tell the judge that our group want to quit, but they not allow us and tell us there’s no need to sell AZ product for Malacca stage. In the end, we continue the journey again.
We depart to kl at 12am midnight and reach KSJ by 6am, we are move into room once we get the key. Because of in this stage our challenge is doing a research survey, so we decided to not going out for the first day. In the whole day we just spend some time to come out with the questionnaire. Afternoon time, thinking to go Ming Restaurant for lunch, who knows it is not open. So disappointed that cannot eat uncle mee. One day ends just like do nothing, feels a bit boring.
16/12/2010
Due to the reason we still cant get any sales and there’s some time before we leave, I decided to go flat and find if can get any sales. I am so happy that got one Aunty said that she want to buy the product but she don’t have money at that moment, so she ask me come to find her on next day. I didn’t told my group member about it because at Penang also got one customer say like that to but in the end she din come, so I don’t wish them disappointed again.
After breakfast, we are going out to distribute the survey question and also promote the product. We finished distribute the questionnaire and collect it back during lunch time. But 3 of us still can’t make any sales and again I face some question as in Penang.
After that, we taking W12 back to K2 and start the analysis for the questionnaire. At the night time, at first we thought can go Sri Rampai night market, who knows the committees suddenly have ice-breaking session at 8pm, it spoil our plan.
After the ice-breaking session, we gather again and discuss on what to present on next day. And finally I accept to be one of the presenters. Although I am scare, but after think of it, this maybe a good chance to practice my presentation skills, so I accept it.
17/12/2010
As promised by the Aunty, 9am I going out to find her with the product. Yeah, finally get one sales, she din cheat me. After talk with her for almost one hour, I back to K2 and prepare for the presentation. This is the first time I present without earlier preparation and memorise.
2pm start our presentation, although I know I not done very well, but I am quite satisfy with my performance, I am not that scare at the moment. I think I have to practice more, so that I won’t feels nervous in the future presentation.
Before that we plan to go Wangsa Walk after our presentation, who knows it was raining again and therefore we back to room and sleep. At first we thought I done our presentation quite well, but in the end we being call to the board room again. 3 of us like drop from the sky. I think it’s because our sales is still the lowest.
Again, we survive in the board room, but after discussion, we feel like don’t wanna continue this challenge if it is still direct selling on AZ product for the next two stage. So, we going to tell the judge that our group want to quit, but they not allow us and tell us there’s no need to sell AZ product for Malacca stage. In the end, we continue the journey again.
YC- Challenge 1
Youth Challenge 2010 was ended almost two weeks, but now only i have the time to write down what i have gone through this program.
11/12/2010
I am going to KL meet point to gather with them since i don't know how to go USM from AT. At the moment i reached UTMKL, a lot of memories come into my mine and this make me happy. After that, i saw 6 people sitting and chatting at Dataran Ilmu there, they seem like the participants for YC but I don’t dare to approach them. In the end, one of the Malay guys asks me if I am YC participant, then he invite me join them chatting together. Therefore, I had known 6 more friends. 3 of them are Malaysian; one of them is philippines, and another 2 guys I forget from which country already. They are so friendly and we are chatting together until 4pm while waiting others participants.
We arrived USM at around 11pm, after that they are giving us a brief explanation on what we have to do for the next day. After the main sponsor brief it, one thing comes into my mine: “Selling skin care product? My face is so many pimples, how am I to convince people buy my product?” at that moment, i feels like I should quit this program. But I know, I should not give up easily, and everything will be fine tomorrow, this is what I told myself when I gonna give up.
12/12/2010
Start our first challenge in the early morning, our first destination is Komtar( the highest and oldest building in Penang) where have a lot of Malay walking around there. At the moment we arrived, all of us, including others group seems like lost, and don’t know where to go. So we are just walking around for half an hour. After half an hour, we arrived in the bus stop, there are a lot of people waiting bus and therefore we starting to approach people and make sale. Unfortunately, we failed to make sales.
After trying for many times, we still can’t get any sales and this make us so down. After lunch, we change our plan, going to Penang jetty because we know there’s will be a lot of people. But after we reach there, we din make sales also, because we din approach one person at all. What we doing there is just have a look on the ferry and also the Star Cruise that stop at the jetty. Don’t know why Tz don’t want take photo although we already ask him to do so for many times, therefore we din have any photo as memories.
I know, at the moment we arrived in jetty, both of them already give up to make sales, so we just walking around with the map in hand. With the map in hand, we by pass some historical and attractive places in Penang. After walking for almost one hour, finally we back to Komtar again. When we meet others group and we know some of them already get the sales, then we start to worry about it and therefore we start approach people again. But still we get nothing and finally we going to ear Cendol near Komtar. 7pm we going back to USM and there’s no activities at the night, so we sleep quite earlier at that night. Before I sleep, I told myself: “ it’s first day only, don’t give up, tomorrow sure will get something if we try hard.”
13/12/2010
Second day of challenge, I am thinking to achieve the target I set last night, but who knows my team member don’t have the same idea with me. They din plan to do any sales for today. 2 versus 1, finally we go out with only few products. Because of we have only one pass in our hand, so we start our journey at Penang by walking. This is the second times I walk nonstop for a long time after Malacca trip with my dear. We walk for almost one hour and it was raining, so we stop at half way and having our lunch there. After waiting there for awhile and the raining was stop, we continue our journey again.
I forgot how long we had walk, finally we arrived our destination, sleeping Buddha ( 睡佛) which is very famous in Penang. After that, we continue our journey to Taman Botanical Garden, before arrived in Taman Botanical, we reach Taman Rekreasi Penang and we have a walk inside there. Besides that, we also saw the temple which is built in the half mountain I forgot what name already.
After walk for around one hour, we arrived in Taman Botanical Garden, there’s a lot of plant at there and we have a look in those plant, some of them are really pretty and some of them not. Maybe because of I don’t know more about plant ba. Since we have no much time and the Botanical Garden is too big so we just stay there for awhile and need to depart back to jetty meet others. But it’s traffic jam and we are late, so we going to change bus from Komtar back to USM.
We sit inside the bus for almost one hour but still not arrived USM, luckily Mr.Lim’s brain is clear and he say we may miss out the bus stop that we should stop, so we go down in the half way. When we go down from bus, we really don’t know where we are. But we still can saw the USM building, so we walk by looking for the building. Again, we walk for half an hour and finally we arrived in USM at 7somthing. 3 of us look so tired because of walking for a long time, but the committee thought we are sad because din make any sales. Feel so guilty.
Because of coming back late, we miss the chance to go Pesta Penang, but talking non-sense at café we both of them until they come back from Pesta Penang.
Again, one day pass, although I am not achieving my target and walking for a long time, but still I feels enjoy because I can went somewhere that I have not been before.
14/12/2010
Last chance before the first challenge ends. 3 of us going out with a high spirit after talk with the manager. Plus most of the committees put a high expectation on us and treat us so good, we told ourselves we must make sale in the last day.
Our destination for the day is gurney plaza. At first we survey around gurney plaza and check which shop is suitable for us to approach. We choose some of the shop and go one by one. But ends up, we realize that none of the shop is suitable and gurney plaza is a high class place. Haiz, we are wasting the whole morning in gurney.
Finally, we use the first pass to go Komtar again. We doing direct selling at bus stop again, unfortunately we still can’t get any sales although I had try to approach every people around. This really make us super duper down and finally we give up after eating laska and we are planning to go Kek Lok Si with our second pass. Walking around kek lok si for half an hour, then we are going back to jetty and meet with others group. Because of din make any sales, 3 of us are preparing to go into board room for elimination session.
Only 3 group being call for elimination and 2 group had decided to quit, therefore, we can proceed to next stage easily. At this stage not only we didn’t get any sales, while I also face a lot unhappy question like “How if my face become your face if I used this product?” this really make me so sad and force me to face this truth. Although I already know will facing this problem from the first day when I know we need to do direct selling on skin care product, but when come to reality, I still will feels sad.
11/12/2010
I am going to KL meet point to gather with them since i don't know how to go USM from AT. At the moment i reached UTMKL, a lot of memories come into my mine and this make me happy. After that, i saw 6 people sitting and chatting at Dataran Ilmu there, they seem like the participants for YC but I don’t dare to approach them. In the end, one of the Malay guys asks me if I am YC participant, then he invite me join them chatting together. Therefore, I had known 6 more friends. 3 of them are Malaysian; one of them is philippines, and another 2 guys I forget from which country already. They are so friendly and we are chatting together until 4pm while waiting others participants.
We arrived USM at around 11pm, after that they are giving us a brief explanation on what we have to do for the next day. After the main sponsor brief it, one thing comes into my mine: “Selling skin care product? My face is so many pimples, how am I to convince people buy my product?” at that moment, i feels like I should quit this program. But I know, I should not give up easily, and everything will be fine tomorrow, this is what I told myself when I gonna give up.
12/12/2010
Start our first challenge in the early morning, our first destination is Komtar( the highest and oldest building in Penang) where have a lot of Malay walking around there. At the moment we arrived, all of us, including others group seems like lost, and don’t know where to go. So we are just walking around for half an hour. After half an hour, we arrived in the bus stop, there are a lot of people waiting bus and therefore we starting to approach people and make sale. Unfortunately, we failed to make sales.
After trying for many times, we still can’t get any sales and this make us so down. After lunch, we change our plan, going to Penang jetty because we know there’s will be a lot of people. But after we reach there, we din make sales also, because we din approach one person at all. What we doing there is just have a look on the ferry and also the Star Cruise that stop at the jetty. Don’t know why Tz don’t want take photo although we already ask him to do so for many times, therefore we din have any photo as memories.
I know, at the moment we arrived in jetty, both of them already give up to make sales, so we just walking around with the map in hand. With the map in hand, we by pass some historical and attractive places in Penang. After walking for almost one hour, finally we back to Komtar again. When we meet others group and we know some of them already get the sales, then we start to worry about it and therefore we start approach people again. But still we get nothing and finally we going to ear Cendol near Komtar. 7pm we going back to USM and there’s no activities at the night, so we sleep quite earlier at that night. Before I sleep, I told myself: “ it’s first day only, don’t give up, tomorrow sure will get something if we try hard.”
13/12/2010
Second day of challenge, I am thinking to achieve the target I set last night, but who knows my team member don’t have the same idea with me. They din plan to do any sales for today. 2 versus 1, finally we go out with only few products. Because of we have only one pass in our hand, so we start our journey at Penang by walking. This is the second times I walk nonstop for a long time after Malacca trip with my dear. We walk for almost one hour and it was raining, so we stop at half way and having our lunch there. After waiting there for awhile and the raining was stop, we continue our journey again.
I forgot how long we had walk, finally we arrived our destination, sleeping Buddha ( 睡佛) which is very famous in Penang. After that, we continue our journey to Taman Botanical Garden, before arrived in Taman Botanical, we reach Taman Rekreasi Penang and we have a walk inside there. Besides that, we also saw the temple which is built in the half mountain I forgot what name already.
After walk for around one hour, we arrived in Taman Botanical Garden, there’s a lot of plant at there and we have a look in those plant, some of them are really pretty and some of them not. Maybe because of I don’t know more about plant ba. Since we have no much time and the Botanical Garden is too big so we just stay there for awhile and need to depart back to jetty meet others. But it’s traffic jam and we are late, so we going to change bus from Komtar back to USM.
We sit inside the bus for almost one hour but still not arrived USM, luckily Mr.Lim’s brain is clear and he say we may miss out the bus stop that we should stop, so we go down in the half way. When we go down from bus, we really don’t know where we are. But we still can saw the USM building, so we walk by looking for the building. Again, we walk for half an hour and finally we arrived in USM at 7somthing. 3 of us look so tired because of walking for a long time, but the committee thought we are sad because din make any sales. Feel so guilty.
Because of coming back late, we miss the chance to go Pesta Penang, but talking non-sense at café we both of them until they come back from Pesta Penang.
Again, one day pass, although I am not achieving my target and walking for a long time, but still I feels enjoy because I can went somewhere that I have not been before.
14/12/2010
Last chance before the first challenge ends. 3 of us going out with a high spirit after talk with the manager. Plus most of the committees put a high expectation on us and treat us so good, we told ourselves we must make sale in the last day.
Our destination for the day is gurney plaza. At first we survey around gurney plaza and check which shop is suitable for us to approach. We choose some of the shop and go one by one. But ends up, we realize that none of the shop is suitable and gurney plaza is a high class place. Haiz, we are wasting the whole morning in gurney.
Finally, we use the first pass to go Komtar again. We doing direct selling at bus stop again, unfortunately we still can’t get any sales although I had try to approach every people around. This really make us super duper down and finally we give up after eating laska and we are planning to go Kek Lok Si with our second pass. Walking around kek lok si for half an hour, then we are going back to jetty and meet with others group. Because of din make any sales, 3 of us are preparing to go into board room for elimination session.
Only 3 group being call for elimination and 2 group had decided to quit, therefore, we can proceed to next stage easily. At this stage not only we didn’t get any sales, while I also face a lot unhappy question like “How if my face become your face if I used this product?” this really make me so sad and force me to face this truth. Although I already know will facing this problem from the first day when I know we need to do direct selling on skin care product, but when come to reality, I still will feels sad.
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