Monday, March 1, 2010

01/03/10

Today is first of March, a new month for me. Actually nothing special, same as normal, study, lunch and sleep. Today's class almost cancel all, for the first time our english lecturer cancel the class, i think maybe he is sick. LE lecturer teach one hour only, pcomm don't know teach what, but she is finished chapter5 already. Since pcomm test is just cover chapter4, so i really can put all of my effort on emt after tomorrow microp quiz. whole afternoon stay at psz to finished up the emt chapter7, cause i have no laptoop to copy if i back to hostel. That's good also, library environment is quite good, got air-conditioner and i will not feel sleepy. I thought i cant copy all, but in fact i finished it when the time is still early. So i went back hostel to prepare for night class.

Went to library again at 5.45pm, cause want to save petrol. About 6.30pm, went out for dinner, who knows receive message from li ting sating that english class was cancelled. Wah, this is really the first time... we went number1 for dinner cause many place didn't open. Nanny them come join us after a few minutes. Although we are the same table, but we talk less and finally we go first.

Don't know why, not like to talk too much. Maybe i really not like her, but need to pretend i'm good with her. Oh no!! i start pretending myself! How come?? I don't want this happen ok??
I trying to accept her as my friend, but it's difficult, i really don't like she always close to fai especially when she is talking with him. Don't know why she always like to touch him.. i know i can't complaint anymore, if not fai will say i'm stingy. So i jusy can keep it in my heart or express it at here. What i can do is just accept, accept and also accept. Nothing i can do.. But please don't be too over ok?! Please think of me when you do something. and i know yesterday is my wrong, sorry for that...

Today closed the account for february. Omg, i spend about RM600 during february. how come? And the total i spend from this semester is about RM3500. If i'm taking PTPTN, how can i survive??This month cannnot spend that much already. Must control yourself, need to think before you buy something...