Feels so disappointed with those people around me.
I am not happy because I feels like they only find me when they need me.
I am not happy because I only got a lot of friends during exam period.
I am not happy because the topic they can discuss with me is only about academic.
I am not happy because everyone around me is a good actor.
I wonder if they really treat me as a friend?
I wonder what is the meaning of a friend for them?
I wonder is it friendship is something that 互相利用?
I wonder it is that's no true friend in this world?
I wonder is it I should learn from them?
Now I understand a fact:
"The more you experience the more you feels disappointed with this life."
Really can't understand why people can be like this?? Why? Why? Why?
Thousand of question in my mind, but I know I will never get the exact answer.
What I can do is only accept the truth.
I needs a good time for me to accept all of this.
I am SAD.
