One more day, then we need to separate with each others for 3months.. He is going to China for exchange soon. During the exchange, he cant use the phone and i cant online, i think we will lost contact for at least one month. Don't know how to describe my feeling.. Feel so sad..
Maybe this time is a good time for me to learn the life without him. For me to become much more independent. But actually i don't like, i still like to depend on him. I like the feeling that he give me safety-ness..
What can i do for his birthday? All of my plan has been canceled, i really have no idea, because i scare my idea will be ban again. Sorry, at the end i think i won't celebrate birthday with you.
What will happen tomorrow? What i gonna do tomorrow? I am lost..
For the following 3months, i think i need to start keepfit and make my face back to last time. I really hope that what i want will achieve when the new sem start. Give me some energy to continue it!! Dare to challenge it!!
