Sunday, July 3, 2011

我爱你

好久不见的我爱你,终于再次出现了。
星期一,告诉他我们应该想想这段感情是否还要继续下去,他没有马上回复我的信息,相反地,他回复了一封电子邮件。他不回复我信息的原因很明显。我知道他心痛是因为他爱我,他不知如何是好也是因为他爱我,只是他没说出口,所以那还不能溶化我的心。

星期二,他告诉了我他的想法,他在我背后做的一切。有些事,他不告诉我我真的不会知道。就好象他退出Aiesec 的 conference committee, 我曾经问过他始否因为我而犹豫,那时他跟我说不是。虽然当时的我也觉得他是为了我,但既然他说不是我就选择了相信。
那晚,一如往常地发了封信息给他,可是那没回复,重复又重复的检查Gmail,也没有回复,我以为没希望了,那晚我流泪了,累了,睡着了。

星期三,没看到他上Gmail,没回复,什么动静都没有,心想难道我真的看错他了吗?结果他没让我失望,我最想听到的:“对不起,我爱你。”真的出现了。就这样我们和好了。

同一天,我看到了fireflyz去Langkawi的机票有便宜,来回才RM50,于是决定了要和他出去走走,给我们的爱情加温。

星期四,因为我的期望,他答应了,只是时间上可能会有点冲忙,希望这个旅程可以顺顺利利吧。找了几间旅店,还蛮便宜的,从RM53 到 RM90 的都有,只是不知道他要的是最便宜但不是很美的还是稍微美一点的房间但贵一点的。
晚上,定了机票,两个人来回RM100,超值。

星期五,感觉就快生病了,而他出乎意料的给我写了封信息。
Don't get sick ya.. Sleep more la, take care, drink more water and buy liang cha drink la.
这样的问候让我甜在心里。他真的开窍了吗?如果是的话,那我相信我们这段感情将会越来越甜蜜。

真的很期待三个星期后的旅程。。
要是到时他可以顺便陪我回家见见我的家人,我相信这段感情会越来越稳定的:)

Internship Week 7

It was a boring week 7 for my internship, my supervisor and buddy went to US already and I finished the assignment for this week on last week. So, there's nothing for me to do. First time keep online in the office, lunch for one and a half hour and etc. It is boring, everyday waiting for 5.30pm only. I don't like it. Luckily in the end of this week my buddy send a new assignment for me to do. Friday is the only day that I have something to do:)

This week Intel got Employee Expo 2011. Get to know many product that powered by Intel latest processor. Got robot, Smart TV, Tablets, 3D TV without glasses and etc. After visit all of the booth, can make a digital postcard and finally get a free botol:)

Friday, most of them are going for team building because it is end of the month. In Intel, every group can have a team building once a month, Intel will subsidy each person RM25 every month. But too bad, my group are too busy and we had missed 2 month team building gathering and I think I will never have a chance to join their team day since it left 3 weeks for my internship only and my team still rushing for their project.

Weekend, first time have a chance to stay at home alone. All of my house-mate went to Ipoh find nice food to eat, go Gua Tempurung, go eat seafood and etc. I am joining their discussion on where to go, but I am not joining their trip, because I know it is not convenience to go out with 5guys and I should respect my boyfriend. Stay at home watch dram for a whole day, the feeling is good, but when the night is come, I start feels scare and think of many many things, luckily he is accompany me until I fall a sleep:)

Here goes my week7 in Penang.