finally, finished presentation and also emt test! yesterday presentation consider not bad, i rate myself with 60%, i'm sure that i have make a lot of grammar mistake during the presentation, but i hope that i can improve it during the final presentation. that presentation have 15marks, i want to score it!! i am still nervous when doing presentation in front of others, but this time i think it's better than last presentation i did, maybe bacause just a few person, maybe most of them not a person who know me a lot, then i only not that scare. although i know the pssibility to get an A for this subject is very low, but i still hope my result wont be too bad. i don't want it affect my pointer too much.
today emt, at first i really feel bad because of the lecturer action, i really get a shot! feeling so bad, i thought i will be totally same, but luckily it's not! don't know what i had done correct or not, i think the lecturer put a lot of hope on me, but maybe i'll make him disappointed. i not reallt understand this subject, but i will try my best!
next week got numerical test again, tomorrow need to start doing the exercise already. yesterday my english lecturer told us, must being selfish when you are in university. throw away everything, think about yourself, they will settle their stuff! but i am sure i can't, i'm not that kind of people, don't like become i selfish people! i'll always think about my parents, think about the business, think whether they enough worker or not. even i know myself can't do anything because of the distance, but actually sometime i got a feel to give up my studies and go back help them. i don't dare, i scare at the end i'll get nothing, both side also unsuccessful! sometime i'm feel stressful in my studies, don't know how to release the stress. i need something, but still don't know what's i want! i'm confusing about myself...
