Suddenly he decided not to join our GOP to Australia but joined Cyrus to Taiwan. Again, my wish to travel together is gone. When the first time he say he want join us, I really very happy and try hard to get the permission from my course mate so that he can join us. At first it was rejected by my course mate and I don’t know how to tell him scare he will sad. In the end when my course mates accepted him but he going to reject us. I understand the reason he reject so I also don’t want argue with him, just felt disappointed.
And now he want join Cyrus to Taiwan. I not really happy with that, but again I know there is no point to voice out such stupid thinking. It’s his freedom. Have an idea to join Cyrus one, so that we can go together. But I really wish to go Australia, at the same time he never asks me to go together with him. Maybe he knows that I wish to go Australia so doesn’t want to destroy my plan or maybe he wishes to have some personal time.
Internship, I know he would like to stay at KL, I know he would like to do his intern at company that he like, I know GE is more suitable than Intel, I know he will never go to Penang because of me, I know he will never accompany me go to Penang although he know I needs to travel all the way to Penang alone and I also know he will never know what am I worry about. I know all of these facts, so I believe that he will make a wise decision. As for the good of his future, I will encourage him to go GE, I don’t want be so selfish ask him to go Intel just to fulfil my desire although Intel also a good company.
Get to know most of the people are going to work at KL, envy with them. Because I am sure that they will meet up during weekends. But nothing I can do, staying alone in Penang, although there’s many other colleagues but I know he don’t like me to be too close with them. Without boyfriend, friends and most important things is without WIFI. How I survive in such situation? Countdown 55days.
