should i be happy or what??
Waiting for a long time,
the day is coming,
i am sad last few week ago,
because he is away on 27-29 August,
but suddenly his camp was postponed,
that's means he is free on Sunday- our 1st year anniversary.
But why i feel scare??
I scare the day to come,
because i don't have any idea for that day,
at first i thought he will go to the camp and when he come back also late already, we can only having dinner together, so i didn't think anything. Now is so sudden his camp was postponed, but i still got test on Saturday, suddenly feel so sad why i have test on Saturday, why i should take Calculus this semester?? If not maybe we can go somewhere else on Friday or what.. But now, we can't:(
Because of no idea, i scare maybe we will quarrel because of it again... He don't know where to go, i don't know where to go, finally will ends up with: not going anywhere and quarrel in that day. I don't want this to happen ah, i hope our 1st anniversary will be a unforgotable day. How to make it?? I have no idea ah.. Anyone will help me??
Suddenly become a bit greedy, wish that he will plan everything and give me small surprise this weekend. Possible or not?? Miracle will happened or not? Should i believe? Last time i also never think that his camp will be postponed, but now miracle was occurs, so is that another miracle will occurs also? Hmmm, wake up from dreaming :P
Just a wish, he won't know what i think in my brain, and he need to prepared for his micropi quiz and power test as well, i also don't wish he spend his time on me. I will never request from him, because i know this from the beginning... I don't want to burden him.. I know it's a difficult job for him to think of activity or any idea.. Anyway it's just a wish in my mind.. Wish coming day will be happy day, at least don't quarrel during this period:) I will control my temper as well la...
