today is not a happy day. very unlucky, we get a compound because of the parking ticket. RM100!! and it make me and fai quarrel:( but after a sleep, the gas was disappear. at night, i cancel the plan to go sutera mall cause i thought he don't wanna go after getting the compound, who know in fact he want to go.
but at the end we are not going, cause i already tell hru we will not going. so we having dinner at TamanU, at first plan to go jusco after dinner, but finally we spend our time in chatting in the car. today our relationship become more closely, i starting thinking when is the time to tell him my past. but i don't know how to start, i scare he can't accept the truth. i know i love him, but i still not sure about him. until today, he still never told me the three words, it's the three words very difficult to say out? i don't know, maybe this three words represent a responsibility for him, after saying this three word he need to responsible on me?
still thinking when is the suitable time...
