Yesterday did not write diary.. haha starting lazy liao.. today just have one hour class. 7.15am wake up and arrive FKE at 8am. Finished class at 9am then having breakfast at FKE after that back to college. This is the first time I went back college after class on Wednesday, the feeling is difference from the others day. But today time pass very slow, don’t know what to do in room. Eat a lot of thing, oh no, will become fat fat leh. Afternoon having lunch at café, this café is so weird, last week I took the same meal as today, but last week charge me RM2 today charge me RM2.70. Haiz, 70 cent different, don’t know how they count.
At afternoon, plan to study EMT but just study awhile already very bored and fall asleep at 4pm like that. Wake up at 5something and prepare going out for dinner. Waiting for a long time, until 7pm, I call him and only I know that he went to aiesec meeting but never inform me before. Again, he still the same. At first, I really very angry but after think awhile angry also useless, he won’t change. Maybe I am the person who needs to change everyday saying that I want to be more independent, but still I can’t.
Just now he told me that he was apply for the director. It’s time for me to adapt that he will be much busier than now. Every time after aiesec activities he will look like very tired and his mood will become not good, I hate this happen!!
This few weeks always quarrels, he will never changed although I told him many time, in contrast he will say I am always complaining. This is what he say one, he say everything must say it out, but when I say it out, he will feel unhappy. Please teach me?? What should I do??
