Finally i told him the truth where i want to tell him for a long time. Although i am not really saying out, but i know he should know it, i already give a big hint. One more thing i should tell him is, i am a bad gal before entering Uni, but i am bad only before enter UTM, everything was changed since i enter UTM. Be a bad gal for 4years, i really very regret of it:(
But i think i should give him sometime to think of it, because yesterday i am cried in front of him, maybe he see i am cry so just tell me you don't care. So, i decided to give him one month time to think of it, if he really can accept it then i will very happy, if he can't then i think we should end the relationship, because it's more hurt if after long time then only he tell me he cant accept it and want to leave me with this reason. So, one month time, if he want to break then we will break before our 1st year anniversary:(
I am really scare, because my friend have the same case with me, the first day she told her bf about it, her bf can't accept it, but after one week, he change his mind and say can accept it, but after 2months they together then the guy change mind again and say he can't accept it and want to end the relationship. I scare this will happen on me, so please don't treat me like that, i really hope he can think properly in this one month time.
I don't know one month time is enough for him to make a decision or not,but before our anniversary, if i don't get any bad news from him, then i will start to convince myself so that never think of this anymore, like what he say, it's the past, i will let it disappear from my mine. At that time, i will start my new life because of him:)
For now, Thank you very much!!
Because you still accept it at this moment...
