if you know you cant see that person again,will you be his girl friend?
someone ask me this question,
dono how to answer him.
but if this happen on me,
and both of us loving each others,
then i will accept it...
i will trying my best to remain a "long distance love"
everyone think it is difficult to remain a long distance love,
but for me,
that is no problem with it...
the problem is only maybe the guy have a problem with that...
i dono how to describe our relationship,
both of us go for movie,
he treat me for a movie;
i called him for one and a half hour during his birthday,
he called me back one hour,
that is the first time he talk through call for about 2hour,
his record only half an hour;
he accompany me to find my brother,
but he din't help me take the laptop,
then we go for movie again;
sometime he will give me a kiss symbol through sms,
sometime i called him as dear.
i felt sad and hurt when he talk or sms with the gal who love him,
i felt angry when he ask me to sit other's car just cause the gal want to sit his car;
he say he got no feeling throughout her,
but sometime i feel that he had,
maybe he din't realise...
i want to end this game,
i scared a cant control myself,
i am the person who start this game,
so now is the time to finished it by myself...
i will not go skudai to futher my studies,
he will go UM,
i cant fall in love on him!!
please control your feeling!
STOP IT!
