Finally I am going to find my friend al Johor, stay at her house for 3 days, it is quite good feeling. That day shopping alone at Skudai Parade while waiting her brother-in-law comes to fetch me. Long time doesn’t shopping alone already, but don’t know why this time I don’t like the feeling. Feel myself very pity in shopping alone although sometime I do enjoy to shopping alone. For the first time I drive outside UTM, I am not that scare already.
Enjoy for 3days, should back to normal life already. Feel like my progress is a bit late, I doesn’t follow up everything that I had plan before holiday start, I need to rush a bit, so that everythings will be in progress.
So sorry to him, because I really don’t know will make him feel unhappy because of the sad emotion. And I also just realise it after he inform me about it. I promise to myself, no more sad face. Although it is hurt, but I like the feeling that he can telling me the truth, so that I can make a changes.
Suddenly think of going back home, but I know it is too late, today is Monday already, I don’t have much time to finish up every things. What is the reason why I stay here? I think I am the only one who knows the actual reason. When they asking me this question, I just answering them with I want to have a good rest here and also no money. Seriously, this is not my purpose.
At first, hope I can do the autocar during this holiday, but due to some reason, I give up already. Second, I hope I can finish doing notes for electronic and statistic, so that I can teach him when test2 is come. I think that’s the only thing I had done. Economic I still haven’t finished yet, test is coming. Third, although I know it is impossible, but I still hope miracle will happen. Haiz, feel myself is so so so stupid!! Miracle will never happen, please wake up!! Finally, I hope I can get slim during this holiday, but I failed again. Due to jogging, my heart problem occurs again and my pimples come out again, so I decided to give up jogging instead of give up cure my face.
Recently, walk in a lot facial central, get a lot information and package from them. All is very expensive, but I know if I not taking the treatment, then my face will not cure that easy or maybe won’t cure. By considering the distance factor, I decided to take the TamanU package, it cost me about RM1000. But I have no choice on it except I don’t want cure my face, I think nobody would like to have a girlfriend who face like me ba? The problem comes again, the treatment needs about 2hours, is he willing to fetch me there and then come to fetch me back after 2hours? I haven’t discussed with him yet.
Yesterday waiting his message until fall asleep. Why don’t give him a message before I sleep? Because I found that I am the one who always message him when the holiday starts, he only did it once. It was different with what I promise to him before, so I needs to control myself again. 5more days to go. Hope everything will be better.
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