Waiting

Finally, i am back to UTM again. No doubt, i am so touch because that day he was coming to fetch me at Sri Putri. But i think out relationship doesn't become better after that day even we meet each other everyday. I thought we will have a time to sit down and talk again, but seems like he don't have this kind of thought. He never mention on that day things and also din't reply my email. I really don't know what he think. I am confusing if i should ask him out for a talk or not, i scare things will become worse if we continue like that.

I really hope myself can be used to it where he will be busy for this whole semester or maybe this whole year. But i know i can't, just now when he tell me he is not free on tuesday, wednesday, friday and sunday, i was angry. But i din't show it out, don't know he has realize my unhappiness or not.

I am angry because just now he is late for almost half an hour, i really don't like to wait, but he always and i cant angry in front of him.
Again, i am tired with it...

I think i should not go though his timetable without acknowledge him, i think he will angry with this. Sorry, now only i realize that only me one person care of his timetable, i care whether we can having lunch together or not, but i feel like he don't think like that, because he never ever ask for my timetable.

I hate to wait!!
Don't everytime ask me wait for your message!!
Don't everytime ask me wait for your call!!
i really really hate it!!
Please...