three months holiday will be end soon. For the first month of this holiday always went to my aunt house baking cake, learn some baking skills. Besides that, almost everyday i prepare meal for m family. This is the first time i spend my holiday with this activities. Sometime i am wondering why i like to bake and cook. I think i had get an answer, where it's my habit and also i hope in the future i can do all this things for my family..
At first, i plan celebrate birthday with my, but he don't let me g kl find him, i am sad with this because i plan to bake a cake for him. But i need to cancel my plan.
During this holiday, we have a lot of quarrel, even myself also don't know the reason we quarrel. I think the only time we din quarrel is during the time he was at china. Because during that period i always telling myself cannot angry. Whatever he do i have to accept it. Maybe because of this reason, my mentally become not stable and always complaint after he back from China.
But the problem is he never know what is the reason i complaint, he just think that i am all the time. I am wondering why he can treat me like that.. As jko said, maybe the way i treat him was wrong, i need to change my style, talk to him, tell him what i want..
The day he went Cameron Highland, i had post an article for him, i know he still haven't read it yet, and i also worry about what will happen after he read the article, but anything happen i will accept it since i was think of the worse situation..
To more weeks, new semester will be start, don't know what will happen in next semester again.. The only things i know is I NEED A CHANGE!!
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