Thursday

Another Thursday with a happy ending. Start to like Thursday already..
Maybe he is starting try to understand what i think in my mine...
Yesterday, i am not angry, but i am too tired so just say good night to him without any others word, sorry la, i really no angry, i know you shit because no electricity ah..

This morning, accidentally saw him and her sit together in the Computer Lab, at first i also think nothing de, but after hru say something, then i start think of it again:( i know i am bad, but i am curious why she go away after i walk into lab? Just coincidence or what? And why she will sit beside him? What you all talk before i walk in, start to imagine and think too much. But i don't dare to ask, i scare will create something bad between us. I don't want this happen again.. So, i choose to wait and believe. Wait him tell me if he want; Believe him, there's nothing:)

Actually, sometime i really not thinking too much de, but after heard something from others, then i will influence by them, too bad, i am really easy influence by others. I need to change this attitude. Believe myself i can do it...

This afternoon, he didn't accompany me go in the printing shop, yup, i am a bit bu shuang, plus i thought he don't know i bu shuang then become more bu shuang, but in fact he know there's something wrong with me. Sorry la, i misunderstand you again.:)

At night, before he come, something came into my mine:
" maybe i can request something from him, so that we can having dinner together without others at least one times in a week."
Then i start wishes tonight he will not bring cx and we can go Jusco after dinner.
But then after i finished thinking, i receive message from Casey telling that they are going to eat at Super7. That time i already decided to eat with them although i wish to be two people world. Because i know this is what he want.

These are what i think before he come. Who knows when he come, cx really not inside the car. Besides that, when i telling him Casey them at Super7, he did ask my opinion whether want to eat with them or not. In the end, he ask me want to go Jusco or not. Wah, this is something call 心有灵犀？？Yup, i like this feeling!! Especially when he asking me what happen to me in the afternoon:)

Keep it on!! I am willing to change, reduce my angry times de... Trust me...
♥~Love you so much~♥