Disappointed

Due to the risk of typhoon, finally we postpone the trip to Taiwan. Aunt say can go in the end of the year, but maybe at that time, there's something else happen and we can't go again! So sad, why my dream will never come true? I thought this time i really can fly to Taiwan, who knows needs to cancel again, very sien ah. Hopefully the GOP will ON, i think that's the only chance for me to go oversea during my Uni-life. Course mate, don't disappointed me again ah..

Today go for the Fac night meeting in the early morning, after meeting then i went to PSZ, waiting his message for lunch, again, WAIT again and don't know need to wait until what time, I am hungry now:(

Tonight, will dinner with June, long time didn't chat with her already. Since i came to UTM Skudai, we always say find a time to meet up, but always not free, finally now we can meet up already. Still thinking where to eat for tonight, Station 1 or old town??

Just now Cyrus ask me a good question, i want to be tutor for Mandarin Class or not? Seriously, i am thinking this question for a long time. Maybe i can request for the Monday class since he also have English class on Monday, therefore we can having dinner together and he no need purposely fetching me back KDSE after dinner. I know KDSE is very far away, how good if i can have my own car!

But the problem is my parent just bought a new car for my younger brother, we need to pay for elder brother edu-fee, we need to pay the loan for the shop and house. We have no extra money already, as their daughter, i need to considerate these all things and therefore i know it's impossible for me to ask for another car.

The only thing i can do is share petrol money with him. Sometime i really need his help to fetch me, but i don't know how to ask him to do this for me, because it's actually not his responsible to fetch me, maybe others people will think it is, but i don't think so. Although i am willing to share petrol money but i don't know whether he is willing to fetch me or not. Because fetching me is really a kind of troublesome. For example just now at KP, i need someone fetch me back, but i don't dare to ask him, because i know from K11 to KP need to travel a long distance and this will waste him a lot of time.

I don't know how, i just know the best way is i have my own car. So, i need to find my own money in my own!!