07/01/10

What I had done today? Nothing again. 7.30am wake up and go microp class at 8.30am and study until 12.30pm. because of the LE lecturer, I din go out lunch with fai cause she din tell us she will finished class at 12.30pm, so I ask fai no need wait for me. When the class finished, I feel like not very hungry, so I straight away going back college without having my lunch. I just ate one apple and one orange as my lunch. After that, I start reading my article again because don’t know lecturer will ask us what question at night. This time, I read it properly, word by word, sentence by sentence, finally I really understand what the article say. Although I not sure whether I can answer or not if lecturer ask me question again, but compare to Monday, I think I can do better. I just can say, Monday I really not work hard enough.

5pm got LE class again, we go class by roommate’s car. Class finished around 7pm, so I rush to ktc find fai then go taman U for dinner. I am very hungry because of not taking my lunch, so I just order fried rice which is the stall that usually I like to order food. The food come within 5mins, then I straight start eating. Around 7.45pm, everyone was finished their food, maybe some of them eat a bit fast than usual because they know I got class at 8pm, especially fai. 8pm I arrived in the class, but the lecturer haven’t come yet, so I stay outside talk with fai, because today we just meet up for one hour which is less than usual.

8.15pm I go into class and I start feel scare again. Scare the impromptu, don’t know the lecturer want to do what and suddenly I heard something that I don’t like to hear. I heard mei say she talk with fai yesterday. I know maybe it is just a normal call, I really feel unhappy, I always remind myself need to believe him, but I can’t do it, although it is already 4months. But I don’t think to ask him about the cal, because I know once I ask, and then we will quarrel again. I don’t quarrel with him just because this small thing.

Back to the college at 10pm, although I would like to message him, but I control myself not to do that and start doing emt again. around 11pm, where I plan to sleep, I give him a call, but the maxis in kdse got problem, I can’t heard anything from him and also can’t send out the message to him. Wait until 12am, I just remember that I can use digi to call him, so I change to digi and give him a call. We just talk about 15mins then I am going to sleep already. I am glad that I can control myself so that din talk about the call and we end the call with happy ending.