06/01/10

What I had done today? Today I woke up in the early morning,7am. Because my class at 8am, after preparing, 7.40am I went to wait bus with hru and I reached P07 at 8am. After 5mins, our lecturer come, but not giving lecture, she just came in and tells us today class canceled. Sigh!!Inform us last minutes. Never mind, actually I already plans to go psz with fai after class. So I just message him and told him my class was cancelled, he just woke up when I message him. So I taking my breakfast first while waiting him come to fke.

Around 9am, we finished our breakfast and walk to psz. Our purpose going to psz are study emt, the most difficult subject in this semester and also maybe among every subject we need to take! Alright, start doing first question at 9.30am, but I can’t get the solution although there is answer scheme, I still not understand what they are doing. But, I am not going to give, and finally after 3 and a half hour I get the solution! Oh my god! How come I used 3 and a half hour to solve a question? If this problem still continuous how can I sit for the exam?? Luckily, I start understand the theory after trying several examples. Now, I think at least I can solve the problem for line charge. Surface and volume charge, wait ya, I am going to understand you soon.

Tomorrow is Thursday, got English class again. Don’t know why our lecturer so weird, want us impromptu every class. I know it is good for us, but I really scare, till now I still can speak in proper English until that day lecturer thought I did not read the articles. Actually I cannot mad on anyone, I thought I had done a lot thing to improve my English, but now only I realize I done nothing. i think to speak English with someone, but I just maintain for a while, maybe one or two hours, after that I will speak in Chinese again. I think to write an essay every day, but I never start an essay. I think to read some novel, but I never start to borrow a novel! What I had done? Nothing!!! Done nothing but hope to improve English, how come? There is no Reap without sowing in this world. Work hard is most important thing.

“Please stop think about face, if now you still always think about face and don’t want start anything, at the end, yourself will regret!!Go ahead!”