I Never Know

Leave home for more than 2 weeks already. It was a super busy week for me, since my supervisor wanted me to submit the project by the end of March.

Mummy call me many times, but I always did not pick up her phone. I thought she is just simply call me and therefore I just simply sent a message telling her I am busy recently.

I never know, the thing will effect her so much. There is actually a sign, a bad sign. But I never noticed that until sister called me and told me the truth.

The time when sister told me that, I don't know what should be my action, I only think of calling mother at that moment. I have some fault in this matter, I should call home more frequent.

Sorry mum, I never know the things will have such big impact on you. I am so careless:(

Really wish to back home and accompany you, so that you wont think so much and have a good life.

Again, I need to re-think where should I go after graduate.
Parents?
Relationship?
Money?
Not only suffer from FYP, my future life also gonna bring me crazy..

Today isn't a good day, but I hope tomorrow will be another good day:)