Comes to the end of second week of internship. Getting more and more knowledge within this week. I wish I could learned more than what I had expected.
Today got meeting with buddy, and he talk more about what I will do during this internship and what they will do in this team. His explanation make me feels interested to joined this team in the future. Those things that related to microprocessor and programming really attract me.
Maybe as a senior engineer, they like to treat new comer like me by giving me some simple explanation, then when I understand what he talk about he will keep praising me. Maybe this is the way he attract me to joined this team. If this is the purpose, then he did it. I really start attracted to this team. Another reason maybe he don't know what I had learn in Uni, so he start from simple one. But this possibility is quite low since he also graduated from UTM.
Praise from him actually make me feels guilty, because sometime I really don't think that I know a lot of things and again my English make me feels down again, I cant even communicate well with him for only half an hour. As he says, local student always don't dare to ask. I know if he allow me to ask in Mandarin, then I will have a lot of questions, but it needs to be in English, so I prefer to search it by google.
This few days always wish to talk with my dear, but he is always did not answer my call. As he told me before, he not always bring his phone along, so can't answer my call. I understand the situation, I also keep on telling myself don't call him, but end up I can't control myself and in the end feels disappointed when he din pick up my call:(
Just wish to hear from him when I wish to hear his sound, but my wish is always cannot comes true. On the other hand, my call maybe was make him feels 烦. I know I shouldn't call him again, but I also know at this moment I still haven't success to control myself in calling him:(
Sorry for disturbing.
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