this Saturday will be my English consultation day with my English lecturer, Mr. Amir. due to information from others who had done the the consultation, they say it si just a normal conversation. Normal conversation? Means i need to talk a lot rather than he talk. He already told us that he will evaluate according how well we can express ourselves.
Have no idea what to talk at that day. What i had learn due from this course?? No doubt, i had learned a lot things from Mr. Amir. I'm thinking to do something to improved my English, but still i cant get the idea. Maybe can ask opinion from him during the consultation.
Although i know it's very difficult to get an A, but still i wishes i get can an A, i wishes to get RM700 from UTM again. With this RM700, i can do a lot of things. The most important is that i can prove to my parents that study really get earn money.
Yesterday my mother call me again, at first we are talking with good feeling, but at the end when she told me that her leg was pain again until can't walk, and needs to eat a lot of medicine, then i feel guilty again. Although she does not asking me to back home, but know what she want, i know what my father and my sister want me to do.
Mother complaint younger brother choose to work at KL also don't want to back hone help in shop. This complaint actually indirectly point to me again. Maybe i think too much already, but i really can't control mr\y thinking. Always be pessimistic, can't have an optimistic thinking. I think i needs causeling.
I am a kind of person who don't know how to express my feeling. In front of friends, i can pretend myself very good. Don't know who can i talk with?? It is difficult for me to trust a person. From the experience, i don't think that is a real friend in this world. Everyone is selfish, including myself!! The person i can trust is just myself, no matter how sad am i, i still needs to pretend.
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