what should i do to make my life wonderful??
everyday seeing everyone busy with their own activity, but i am still there, never walk out to the round in front of me.
this sem, fai will be every busy, he have no time to accompany me already, i need to find some activity...cannot rely on him...
hru got choir, roommate got aiesec, liting got running, nanny also aiesec and yeeling got robocon, all of my gang have their activity. but what i want to do in this sem except study??
at first i thought taking 17credit will be very busy, so i decided to give up the mandarin class, but now i feel regret with it. i am too free already. everyday siting in room with no target, i don't want study cover all my life...
sorry fai, because i din join the activity you did. i feel so bad with that why i don't dare to talk with someone who speak english with me. i feel i make you no face...really sorry, i'm still escaping, i know i can't escape for my whole life, but trust me, i really got the heart to improve myself. but i not sure i can success or not, ans i also don't know when is the day i success.
confusing whether want to ask mother help me buy ticket or not. because i hope somebody will come to find me during cny and we can back here together although he already told me it's will not happen. feel so sad bacause we cant celebrate the first valentine's day together...
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