Why am i here?

finally i decide to come,
dont no why?
maybe just because i don wan to stay at home;
maybe just because i wan to meet him;
maybe just because i wan to find a boy friend here;
maybe and hopefully is cause i want to finished my degree here..

start class two days already,
still dono what i doing now,
all calculas thing was forgot,
dono how to survive this new life.

getting to know some new friends new course mate,
getting to know how large utm skudai is,
getting to know what subject i will taken within this three years.

last time he promise will treat me more good,
but it seems like the same,
cause now we are different section already,
cant meet everyday,
cant eating together everyday like last time...

plan to stop sms with him,
just do it for two days,
i know i need a new life,
i cant rely on him anymore,
but,when only i can do it???