看到身边的情侣,
个个都好幸福似的。
突然自己又有点伤感。
总是在想,
为什么我的感情路那么坎坷。
家里四兄妹都找到了自己的另一半,
也都带回家过。
除了你,
没真正和我家人聊天过。
我不要求你现在跟我结婚,
不过三年了,
你连带我回家的勇气都没有。
和你在一起就好像偷情似的。
我清楚的知道,
如果你的交往对象不是我,
你绝对有这个勇气。
我的样貌,
让你退缩了。
只是如果我一辈子都这个样子,
难道你就一辈子都不带我回家吗。
美女,
跟我无缘。
看到你总是like 别人漂亮的照片,
我知道,
你要的是漂亮的女生。
对镜子照了很久,
我知道,
我必须要有自知之明。
这辈子,
我是不可能的了。
有缘的话,
下辈子我会是个美女,
和你再续前缘。
对我好一点,
既然都接受不了，
不如就对我说分手好吗?
Have been working for more than 4 months , I know I did learned something new, something that I never touch before , something that relates to my interest.
Yes , I always deal with programming .
Start from hardware , move on to embedded and now software.
Two week ago , it is my first time presenting since the first day I joined this company . Still a bit gan jeong, but it is much more better compare to those presentation in Uni life .Presenting my first product to our General Manager , luckily I can answer all the question that he asked.
Two weeks later , which is today , I never realized that today got a demo for the client, I remember that it is on Friday and only present to General Manager and Sales Engineer like last time . Luckily , our client is not that fussy . I pass the demo session safely.
No doubt , this company gave me something . Hopefully by the end of this year, our very first version of software can be release, and this will be the first product that I contribute at least 40%.
Not only the product , I am now getting to involve in another project from Intel , which is kind of big project if we get the P.O. but it seems like a high risk project like what those senior engineer said. I need to back to communication world again after 3years I left it .
Today my manager is promoting three position for us. Got allowance and free room to stay, because we need to work at Penang. But too bad need to work for one year . If not I think I can consider it.
Think of leaving this company, but if I keep on involving in project , then I don't think I can left , since u am not kind of irresponsible people. =)
Future , still not set yet.
我以为,
星期五见面是种我们之间的约定。
只有在有人不得空的时候才会取消。
不然就约会去。
今天我才发现一切都是自己想象出来的,
根本就没什么约定。
有约才有见,
没约就吃自己。
我期待的星期五从今改变了。
总是可以给自己一大堆的理由,
说服自己,
那只是因为我们的爱与众不同。
这次也不例外。
但是再也不那么傻傻的等待了 。
一个人坐在车上真的很孤单,
而且很危险,
尤其是在这危险和城市里。
在这世界末日来临前,
我又失眠了。
冲动的想回家。
