Crazy Final Year

Finally we are entering our first sem of final year. Before this I already expect this semester might be a bit busy than previous since we need to start on our final year project (FYP). But after the first week class, I realize that this semester not only a bit busy but would be very busy!!

During the first week of class, we already need to attend few seminar and received assignment from each subject. Although this semester only taking 3 subjects, but all those assignments are look like small FYP. About one semester time is needed to complete the tasks.

Microelectronics II class.
During the first class, lecturer already inform us that will have a quiz in the coming week, and it worth 5marks. Haiz, I only able to got 3 marks out of 5 marks.
Then, another individual assignment which we need to choose one topic from all the topic that he find for us. The assignment worth 25marks. Minimum pages is 50, it is just like our thesis=_=''

ECAD class.
Lecturer told us there will be a lot of homework and exercise, in the end of the semester, we need to complete a more complex task which is design CPU using VHDL. Not really worry about this subject since it is programming and I always interest on writing program. But if the lecturer give too many exercise or homework, I scare not enough time to do it ah:(

Professional Engineering Practical
Don't know what kind of subject is this. But I know it is all about theory, need a lot memorizing as well as communication skills. Need to speak out during every classes. Marks will be given in the class. Omg, I feels so sad why until today I still could not speak in front of others! If I continue behave like this, how I gonna pass my FYP seminar? Really need some changes and help:(

Problem Based Laboratory
This lab really make all of us crazy, don't know how to use the software, can't get used with Linux, although can done some part of the project but really don't understand what I have done. Need to do a lot research so that I know what to say during the presentation.

FPY1
I thought I had prepared to enter Nanoelectronics Field, accepting the offer from my previous lecturer, who knows the coordinator not allow me to do so and assigned me to a supervisor that I never seen before. Ok fine, I just think it is learning a new things, know a new lecturer. When I try to accept the fact, get some bad news from senior, saying that he will not be a good supervisor and I think it is not a rumor but a fact since not only one senior say like that. Even the lecturer also told me he will give the student C if he is not satisfy with their report.

I know this might be a crazy sem, but I try my best to not stress on myself by keep some time for entertainment like try to cook everyday, enjoying my breakfast by listening to music and etc.

默契

突然发现，我们是个没有默契的情侣。
Kukup 2.0 让我恍然大悟。

总是问自己，
为什么和他就不能说些情侣间该说的话，
为什么和他就不能拍出情侣间该有的照。

人家说，
默契是培养的，
但我们，
已经两年了，
还是那么的没有默契。

我不想比较，
因为比较只会让我更自卑，
只是实事总是让我胡思乱想。
今天的Morning Message，
让我想了很多。
前天的话语，
让我想了很多。
最后，
我总是告诉自己，
因为我是他的女友，
所以总是对我那么酷，
这是他的作风。

什么时候他才会和我说些情侣间该说的话？
什么时候他才会和我拍出情侣间该有的照？

等待，
延续着。。。

我的男人

终于他把那关系给拿下了，

既然那是他的选择，

我也一样选择成全他，

我也将那关系拿下了。

因为我不希望自己一厢情愿。

他是我的男人，

但他不会对我说：“我想你”。

他是我的男人，

但他不会对我说：“我爱你”。

我以为，

经过上次以后，

他明白一句“我爱你”对我的重要性。

我并不贪心，
不需要他每天把爱挂在嘴边，

但原来，

我还是错了，

上次以后就不曾再说出口。

就算是我要求，
他还是坚持。

有人对我说：“一个男人如果不再对你说我爱你，那他就真的不爱你了。”

那么，我的男人，还是我的吗？