Saturday, July 16, 2011

Internship Week 9

Time past fast, weeks 9 is ended.

Monday is Public Holiday, rest at home.

Tuesday, hang out with hui ru, really got some time din meet with her already. Have a nice chatting session with her.

Wednesday, FKE lecturer come to visit us. I am glad that I have a great buddy. He keep praise me in front of my Uni Supervisor, and the most important things is he told my lecturer he will definitely hire me if I am coming back to Intel again. This was definitely increase my confident, although I know it may not be a truth, but thank you so much:)

Thursday, attending a talk by My Uni Lecturer, Dr. Ramlee about Antenna, just realize that actually my knowledge on comm its still there, wonder why I going to change course again.

Friday, feels so frustrated when I failed to buy the laptop online:(
Have a first meeting with SIP group, it is great to hear that we can attend the ASDG celebration although we are interns only.
First time stay in office until 6.15pm because of waiting June to finished her work. Just a usual chatting session plus dinner.

Saturday, just feels like don't wanna doing anything. Suppose to go bon odori, but end up I am not going because I suddenly feels like don't want to go out with them.

Sunday, coming soon, but I don't have any plan to go any where, will stay at home for a rest.

Next week will be my last week in Intel, I know I am gonna miss the life, so I have to enjoy my last moment in the office, enjoy my last task and my last moment with my colleagues:)

Miss

Miss you everyday and don't know why, today really miss you much much.

Just today, don't know why suddenly feels like so lonely, how good if I can have a hug from you right now:)

Monday, July 11, 2011

Sweetie

This week, I noticed his changes. The message between us are slightly different with last time. Finally he understand what I want and he is trying to give me what I want~♥

Finally he was left his Aiesec position. Everything will back to normal, no more meeting on every week, no more gathering every week, no more activities. Although I am happy, but I know he is not that happy. As he say, he will miss those day together with them, those day they crazy together and etc. I have the same feeling when I left IEM. But due to some reason, I am not going to join any activities or gathering that related to IEM.

2 more weeks, then we can meet up already. Really miss him so much, wish to meet with him as soon as possible:)

Internship Week 8

Here goes my week 8 internship life.

Monday and Tuesday
Since no body can help me on the assignment, so I can just recover it myself by reading some notes from our team website. But I realizes that it is not much sources in the website, all is outdated. Some of the notes I really can't understand although I read again and again. No more chatting life with him. Maybe all is my fault, chat with him too frequent until his company noticed it and block the gmail chat as well. So sorry to him, cause I think that is the only entertainment during his work, but now no more already:(

Wednesday
Meet with Yik Thien during lunch time. Before meet with her, I thought the situation would be 'cold', but luckily we can chat until 1hour++ without 'cold situation':)
Same day afternoon, we have Tropical Fruit Party. Have durian, rambutan, cempedak and mangis. I were about 10 years din eat durian, never thought will break it in Intel. But the taste is nice, I am wonder why last time I will stop eating durian;p
I like rambutan the most as rambutan is my favorite fruit since I am small.

Thursday
Having lunch at Gim Gary Restaurant to celebrate colleague birthday.

Friday, Saturday, Sunday
My friend, Kyra Lee was came to Penang. Pity her that sit more than 12hours journey to reach Penang.
We going to eat Taiwan Bull and chicken chop. Just keep eating on Saturday. Really will fat die me, this week need to keep fit again. If not, everything will be same as 8weeks before, I don't want fat body!!

Today
Replacement of saturday Public holiday. So good, can rest at home, just don't wish to go anywhere although my house-mate are inviting me to Sing K and watch movie with them.
 

Monday, July 4, 2011

Let people throw like a ball

My-buddy,J-Wing pass the question to me
He also ask Leng Chong (Member from SATA) give me some example
Then he ask to me work with Ee Ann and Hui Ping.

First day, find Leng Chong to ask about the details on the task. He explain a lot to me, the time he explain I really understand about it, but when I back to my place and start to work on it, I found out many question.
Then, I ask Leng Chong again, but he ask me refer to Hui Ping.
Ok, then I go and ask Hui Ping, then she give me some files, which is wrong but she din tell me need to edit it. I use my whole afternoon to debug the error. End up, I still don't know why the error occurs.

Today, continue debug the error, but still cannot, so I ask Hui Ping if the files she gave me got error. Then only she told me that the files she give me is for LPT but now I am working on VLV. She tell me need to make changes on one of the files and if still got error, then find Leng Chong again.
Ok fine, so I make changes in the files that she told me need to change. But still there is error occurs.
So, I am going to ask Leng Chong again. Then he say I should refer to Ee Ann or Hui Ping.
What the ****!! I should refer to who?
At that time, really not feeling good. In the end, I think Leng Chong feels sympathy on me, so he come to my cube and teach me something.
The thing that he do actually I did try before, just there's something I not sure. Omg, I spent one day time but he solve in 15minutes.
After that he ask me to refer Ee Ann for the rest of the assignment cause he is not from USB2 but SATA one. So many things that he can't help.I understand his situation. Thank you very much.

Then I going to ask Ee Ann about the question, she ask me refer to Hui Ping or our Design Automation people, Leong. Ok, then I try to ask Hui Ping again, who knows she ask me to refer Ee Ann. I am almost give up at that time, but I think maybe Leong can help me. Who knows I din saw Leong online. End up the question come back to myself.

I can't blame anyone, because they don't have any responsible on teaching me. Yup, I am just a trainee.

There's no slide for me, everyone say they dont have the slide on it.
It can't found on internet, because all of them are Intel flow.
How I gonna solve the problem tomorrow?

This situation make me feels like last time I were too stupid, I should not explain to the others person too details. Maybe I am the one who act wrong from the beginning.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

我爱你

好久不见的我爱你,终于再次出现了。
星期一,告诉他我们应该想想这段感情是否还要继续下去,他没有马上回复我的信息,相反地,他回复了一封电子邮件。他不回复我信息的原因很明显。我知道他心痛是因为他爱我,他不知如何是好也是因为他爱我,只是他没说出口,所以那还不能溶化我的心。

星期二,他告诉了我他的想法,他在我背后做的一切。有些事,他不告诉我我真的不会知道。就好象他退出Aiesec 的 conference committee, 我曾经问过他始否因为我而犹豫,那时他跟我说不是。虽然当时的我也觉得他是为了我,但既然他说不是我就选择了相信。
那晚,一如往常地发了封信息给他,可是那没回复,重复又重复的检查Gmail,也没有回复,我以为没希望了,那晚我流泪了,累了,睡着了。

星期三,没看到他上Gmail,没回复,什么动静都没有,心想难道我真的看错他了吗?结果他没让我失望,我最想听到的:“对不起,我爱你。”真的出现了。就这样我们和好了。

同一天,我看到了fireflyz去Langkawi的机票有便宜,来回才RM50,于是决定了要和他出去走走,给我们的爱情加温。

星期四,因为我的期望,他答应了,只是时间上可能会有点冲忙,希望这个旅程可以顺顺利利吧。找了几间旅店,还蛮便宜的,从RM53 到 RM90 的都有,只是不知道他要的是最便宜但不是很美的还是稍微美一点的房间但贵一点的。
晚上,定了机票,两个人来回RM100,超值。

星期五,感觉就快生病了,而他出乎意料的给我写了封信息。
Don't get sick ya.. Sleep more la, take care, drink more water and buy liang cha drink la.
这样的问候让我甜在心里。他真的开窍了吗?如果是的话,那我相信我们这段感情将会越来越甜蜜。

真的很期待三个星期后的旅程。。
要是到时他可以顺便陪我回家见见我的家人,我相信这段感情会越来越稳定的:)

Internship Week 7

It was a boring week 7 for my internship, my supervisor and buddy went to US already and I finished the assignment for this week on last week. So, there's nothing for me to do. First time keep online in the office, lunch for one and a half hour and etc. It is boring, everyday waiting for 5.30pm only. I don't like it. Luckily in the end of this week my buddy send a new assignment for me to do. Friday is the only day that I have something to do:)

This week Intel got Employee Expo 2011. Get to know many product that powered by Intel latest processor. Got robot, Smart TV, Tablets, 3D TV without glasses and etc. After visit all of the booth, can make a digital postcard and finally get a free botol:)

Friday, most of them are going for team building because it is end of the month. In Intel, every group can have a team building once a month, Intel will subsidy each person RM25 every month. But too bad, my group are too busy and we had missed 2 month team building gathering and I think I will never have a chance to join their team day since it left 3 weeks for my internship only and my team still rushing for their project.

Weekend, first time have a chance to stay at home alone. All of my house-mate went to Ipoh find nice food to eat, go Gua Tempurung, go eat seafood and etc. I am joining their discussion on where to go, but I am not joining their trip, because I know it is not convenience to go out with 5guys and I should respect my boyfriend. Stay at home watch dram for a whole day, the feeling is good, but when the night is come, I start feels scare and think of many many things, luckily he is accompany me until I fall a sleep:)

Here goes my week7 in Penang.