一直重复又重复的听着梁静如和光良的明明很爱你。
突然觉得那MV真的很有意思。
为什么爱一定要说出口？
心里爱就好啦。
只是我却是那个你不对我说我爱你就代表你不爱我的人。
明明知道他不会说，
可是我却选择了等待。
等待他的一句我爱你。
一句我爱你，
就能把我的心给溶化。
一句我爱你，
就能挽救这段来得不易得爱情。
我的他，会做到吗？
~敏敏很爱你~
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
失败了
明明很爱他，
明明很想坚持，
明明很想等待，
可是我的心告诉我不等了。
或许真的是时候面对事实了吧？
开始明白了，
那是两个人的事。
我很爱他，可是一个人去守着一段感情真的很累。
几天前有个人对我说：“如果你男友知道你在这有人追的话，他肯定会飞快的上槟城来找你。”
我说：“这样的事绝对不可能发生。”
而今天，我就快说出分手了，
而他，就连电话都没有一通，信息也没一封。
事实证明，我还是了解他的。
我承认，自己又一次的败在爱情上了T.T
明明很想坚持，
明明很想等待，
可是我的心告诉我不等了。
或许真的是时候面对事实了吧？
开始明白了，
那是两个人的事。
我很爱他，可是一个人去守着一段感情真的很累。
几天前有个人对我说：“如果你男友知道你在这有人追的话，他肯定会飞快的上槟城来找你。”
我说：“这样的事绝对不可能发生。”
而今天，我就快说出分手了，
而他，就连电话都没有一通，信息也没一封。
事实证明，我还是了解他的。
我承认，自己又一次的败在爱情上了T.T
Sunday, June 26, 2011
爱情观
姐姐来了一趟槟城以及看到那对金童玉女再次走在一起，随即又想写东西了。
姐姐男友简称姐夫吧，反正都是迟早的事。真的很贴心，每一年的生日纪念日除了一束玫瑰花之外，一定有个惊喜。昨天和他们出去，看到了那束玫瑰花，真的很美。虽然总是说浪费，但事实上那真的很浪漫。
姐夫真的没话说了，不只疼我姐而已，他也很疼我们的家人。未来我也要找个不单疼我也疼我家人的男人来当我老公，不知道他会不会是个适合的人选 :)
金童玉女，当初他们宣布分开的时候真的让很多人都跌破了眼镜，没想到兜兜转转他们又再次走在一起。这证明了爱情这东西，属于你的话不管绕多少圈，绕多大圈，他永远都会回到你身边。所以相反的，如果不属于你的话，死命抓在手中也是无济于事的，他始终会离开你。
好一句：“比较，让自信泯灭。” 如果可以往好的一方面想的话，比较其实可以让它变成一种良性的竞争，这样人才会长大。
不知道他为什么突然会有这样的感受，试着问过他，但总是得不到任何答案。或许身为男友的
他真的不想让我担心吧。只是他不知道这样我反而会胡思乱想：“他是不是在拿自己来和我比
较呢？” 这个问题在我看到他的post的那刻出现在我的脑海里。是我吗？
如果真的是我，我想肯定跟我实习的工钱有关，只想对他说：“现在实习工钱高过你，学比你多的东西，不代表毕业后你会输我，每个人都有自己的长处，只是需要发掘~~加油，不管怎样我都会支持你的。。。”
姐姐男友简称姐夫吧，反正都是迟早的事。真的很贴心，每一年的生日纪念日除了一束玫瑰花之外，一定有个惊喜。昨天和他们出去，看到了那束玫瑰花，真的很美。虽然总是说浪费，但事实上那真的很浪漫。
姐夫真的没话说了，不只疼我姐而已，他也很疼我们的家人。未来我也要找个不单疼我也疼我家人的男人来当我老公，不知道他会不会是个适合的人选 :)
金童玉女，当初他们宣布分开的时候真的让很多人都跌破了眼镜，没想到兜兜转转他们又再次走在一起。这证明了爱情这东西，属于你的话不管绕多少圈，绕多大圈，他永远都会回到你身边。所以相反的，如果不属于你的话，死命抓在手中也是无济于事的，他始终会离开你。
好一句：“比较，让自信泯灭。” 如果可以往好的一方面想的话，比较其实可以让它变成一种良性的竞争，这样人才会长大。
不知道他为什么突然会有这样的感受，试着问过他，但总是得不到任何答案。或许身为男友的
他真的不想让我担心吧。只是他不知道这样我反而会胡思乱想：“他是不是在拿自己来和我比
较呢？” 这个问题在我看到他的post的那刻出现在我的脑海里。是我吗？
如果真的是我，我想肯定跟我实习的工钱有关，只想对他说：“现在实习工钱高过你，学比你多的东西，不代表毕业后你会输我，每个人都有自己的长处，只是需要发掘~~加油，不管怎样我都会支持你的。。。”
Internship Week 6
It was an amazing week6.
Monday, going to gurney drive find food with dai lou and hui ru. After that 游车河 around georgetown. I t is a great time, although it have been 2 years we din see each other, but the feeling is like we just meet few days ago. Maybe this is so called true friend.
Wednesday, dinner we my ex-ex-ex roommate. My diploma first year roommate, she had been taking care of me for one year time during my first year diploma life. Without her, my first year life will not be that wonderful.
Thursday, hang out with June. She is not my roommate, but toilet mate during my diploma second year life. Haha, maybe because of we are toilet mate, so we having gathering in toilet theme restaurant:) I always share my feeling with her during diploma life. Even when we came to Skudai, we still keep in touch, although it is not that frequent, but time never spoil our relationship. So good to have such a friend.
Saturday, my sister's birthday and she came to Penang Island with her boyfriend. Not only treat my sister to cruise, treat me also. We are having a great night in the cruise. Although before this I wish to go with my boyfriend, but I never regret that I am following them, sometime it's really needs some 冲动, else many plan will be failed.
Sunday, back from cruise about 10am, after that going to shopping at Gurney Plaza and having lunch at Kenny Rogger. Again treated by sister boy friend. I never denied that he is really a good husband. Happy that my sister would get such a good boy friend and future husband in her life.
Wish to have such a life for the 4 weeks left~~
Monday, going to gurney drive find food with dai lou and hui ru. After that 游车河 around georgetown. I t is a great time, although it have been 2 years we din see each other, but the feeling is like we just meet few days ago. Maybe this is so called true friend.
Wednesday, dinner we my ex-ex-ex roommate. My diploma first year roommate, she had been taking care of me for one year time during my first year diploma life. Without her, my first year life will not be that wonderful.
Thursday, hang out with June. She is not my roommate, but toilet mate during my diploma second year life. Haha, maybe because of we are toilet mate, so we having gathering in toilet theme restaurant:) I always share my feeling with her during diploma life. Even when we came to Skudai, we still keep in touch, although it is not that frequent, but time never spoil our relationship. So good to have such a friend.
Saturday, my sister's birthday and she came to Penang Island with her boyfriend. Not only treat my sister to cruise, treat me also. We are having a great night in the cruise. Although before this I wish to go with my boyfriend, but I never regret that I am following them, sometime it's really needs some 冲动, else many plan will be failed.
Sunday, back from cruise about 10am, after that going to shopping at Gurney Plaza and having lunch at Kenny Rogger. Again treated by sister boy friend. I never denied that he is really a good husband. Happy that my sister would get such a good boy friend and future husband in her life.
Wish to have such a life for the 4 weeks left~~
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Internship 6
Finally get my first salary in my life. RM 1212.49.
Don't know why will be this number, but i think it is one and a half month salary. Feels so good to get my first salary. As I say before, I want to keep this salary for my ShangHai trip.
Going back home last week, the duration is short, but at least I enjoy the moment together with my parents. Think of going back home again~~Discuss my future with my parents, everyone ask me to find job at Singapore after graduate. Yup, there is high pay, but I still think of it. Singapore, seems near, yet far. I know he would like to stay at kl with his mother and I never think of asking him to follow me. Just need some time. At least I want to work with something I like to do for 5 years after I graduate.
As he said, the farther we are, the lesser we miss each other. Just like what we study in electrical, the higher the resistance the lower the energy. Once not enough energy, the system will not function. Just like a relationship, when the distance increase, the obstacle increase, therefore the power of love will reduce, when the power reduce, it is difficult to maintain that relationship.
Sunday reached home around 7pm, feels so angry once I entered the home, the living room is so dirty, I think nobody sweep the floor last weekend. After that went to kitchen, again, no people throw the rubbish, it is full and got worm sumore. Then on the way walk to my room, I can smell the sweat smell from their room. What the hell, how come I have this kind of house-mate, how come they can tahan the smell. That's the reason I like to lock myself inside my room:(
Yesterday went out with dai lou and hui ru. That's great night, although I din talk much, but at least now I can talk something with him already. Not that paiseh with speaking English with him. Must train myself during this period.
Don't know why will be this number, but i think it is one and a half month salary. Feels so good to get my first salary. As I say before, I want to keep this salary for my ShangHai trip.
Going back home last week, the duration is short, but at least I enjoy the moment together with my parents. Think of going back home again~~Discuss my future with my parents, everyone ask me to find job at Singapore after graduate. Yup, there is high pay, but I still think of it. Singapore, seems near, yet far. I know he would like to stay at kl with his mother and I never think of asking him to follow me. Just need some time. At least I want to work with something I like to do for 5 years after I graduate.
As he said, the farther we are, the lesser we miss each other. Just like what we study in electrical, the higher the resistance the lower the energy. Once not enough energy, the system will not function. Just like a relationship, when the distance increase, the obstacle increase, therefore the power of love will reduce, when the power reduce, it is difficult to maintain that relationship.
Sunday reached home around 7pm, feels so angry once I entered the home, the living room is so dirty, I think nobody sweep the floor last weekend. After that went to kitchen, again, no people throw the rubbish, it is full and got worm sumore. Then on the way walk to my room, I can smell the sweat smell from their room. What the hell, how come I have this kind of house-mate, how come they can tahan the smell. That's the reason I like to lock myself inside my room:(
Yesterday went out with dai lou and hui ru. That's great night, although I din talk much, but at least now I can talk something with him already. Not that paiseh with speaking English with him. Must train myself during this period.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
Internship Week 5
Wow, it was week 5 already. That's great, wish it will over very soon.
These two days the traffic jam like hell no matter going to work or came back from work. I am not that kind of patience people, really don't like traffic jam although sometime I did enjoy it in another way.
These two weeks my buddy was assigned someone else to giving me job. The job is fun but sometime it really make me feels stress and need to overtime at office when the due date is coming. Hopefully tomorrow I could finished my this week job so that I can leave office earlier and going back home.
Finally my dream to go oversea was come true, I am going to ShangHai after 2 months:) Yeah..
I have a wish, wish to use my first salary to treat my mother go ShangHai. Hopefully I could survive and my wish will come true again.
There is still many dreams on travel, wish to go Langkawi, wish to onboard to the cruise, wish to go Taiwan and going all around the world. I gonna make my dream come true in someday!!
I believe I can do it!!
These two days the traffic jam like hell no matter going to work or came back from work. I am not that kind of patience people, really don't like traffic jam although sometime I did enjoy it in another way.
These two weeks my buddy was assigned someone else to giving me job. The job is fun but sometime it really make me feels stress and need to overtime at office when the due date is coming. Hopefully tomorrow I could finished my this week job so that I can leave office earlier and going back home.
Finally my dream to go oversea was come true, I am going to ShangHai after 2 months:) Yeah..
I have a wish, wish to use my first salary to treat my mother go ShangHai. Hopefully I could survive and my wish will come true again.
There is still many dreams on travel, wish to go Langkawi, wish to onboard to the cruise, wish to go Taiwan and going all around the world. I gonna make my dream come true in someday!!
I believe I can do it!!
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
心情不好1
心情又不好了，
突然觉得那个远方的他好陌生。
不知如何形容此时此刻的心情。
但为什么他总是可以那么的冷淡？
但为什么他总是可以那么的轻松？
为什么找不回从前的感觉了？
或许那些我认为好的东西，对他来说却是一种负担。
凡事不要太强求，适可而止。
或许应该放慢脚步，静静地观赏身边的一切了。。
爱情不是一种负担。
突然觉得那个远方的他好陌生。
不知如何形容此时此刻的心情。
或许是我自己踩得太深了吧。
去Food Fair,看到Blackcurrent水，想到他可能会喜欢，就买下了。
想到他可能会来槟城，去Batu Ferringin,去Gurney Drive，路线都一一记下来了。
想到他可能也想去Langkawi，拒绝了屋友准备和他一起去。
想到他可能会想念我，打算去KL找他给他惊喜，结果他拒绝了。
想到他喜欢唱k，就应了蕙茹的约，半夜十二点去练习唱k到四点。
想说心情不好，暗示想和他聊天，结果他无动于衷。
想说他作工没东西做会很闷，所以陪他聊天，可是他却好像不怎么想和我聊。
想说他作工没东西做会很闷，所以陪他聊天，可是他却好像不怎么想和我聊。
他叫我买张Reload Card，就算不懂那里有得卖，就算怎么不顺路，也要帮他找到。
但为什么他总是可以那么的冷淡？
但为什么他总是可以那么的轻松？
为什么找不回从前的感觉了？
或许那些我认为好的东西，对他来说却是一种负担。
凡事不要太强求，适可而止。
或许应该放慢脚步，静静地观赏身边的一切了。。
爱情不是一种负担。
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
分手吗？
或许从一开始就错了吧。
想要每天信息，失败了。
想要打电话给他，失败了。
想要去找他，失败了。
很想知道，是不是我的问题？
为什么他跟别人就可以说那么的多，而跟我就短短的两句？
不知道自己为什么那么天真，
为什么这么白痴，
竟然异想天开。。
每天信息都失败了，
还想打电话给他；
电话都不想接了，
还想去找他？
从来没想过自己会因为爱情而变得这么的白痴。
我想我是没药救了。
突然想起他说过的一句话：“等我们LI结束后，我去了槟城才分手吧。”
如果真是那样的话，
我希望我的LI永远不会结束，
希望他永远都不会来槟城。
分手，我以为是那么的遥远，
可是，它偏偏就是那么的近。
只是，如果注定要分开为何当初要开始呢？
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