Desaru Trip

There was another overnight trip for both of us. As promise before, we want to go out dating for once in every semester. This time was 2 days 1 night trip.


Desaru, it is actually nothing special, it is just a beach. At first when I plan for this trip, I never think of going to play water with him since last time he did said that his mother not allow him to play water in the beach. What I plan is we go there have a rest and see sunrise. It sound like boring, but this is so called dating what.

12pm, we depart from TamanU, he is so good because he volunteer to drive. I know he scare I tired of driving long distance. After about 2hours, we reach at Tanjung Balau, where the place we would like to stay. 2.30pm, we check-in into the chalet, the chalet is not bad, but quite expensive. RM110 per night reduce to RM90 per night after I bargain with the person incharge.

3.30pm, we prepared to go desaru beach, as I said before; I never plan to play water before, so we din bring any clothes for change. Who know, he suddenly suggest that we go into water. Hence, both of us start to play water and finally we are wet! Unfortunately, both of us don’t know how to swim, so we can just play water.

After that, we are playing sand on the beach. And about 6pm, we are going to leave the beach with wet attire. What a memorable outing, I like it so much. Because I always dream to do like that with my boyfriend, and I never thought he will do this with me. What a surprise :)

Because of there is nothing to eat, finally we choose to eat inside Lotus Desaru Hotel. Damn expensive, two persons eat RM 56! But never mind la, birthday celebration lor. After dinner, we went back to our chalet and rest. It is just 9aomething and luckily we got bring our laptop there. Else we got no song to listen, no game to play.

Although I saw something that I don’t wishes to see, but I believe he will delete it as he had promise to me. Just wonder why he doesn’t like to take photo together with me? And the answer is because I got too many pimples, so I also give up.

It was happened something that unexpected. But what to do, I know nothing I can do, although I am damn scare, but life still go on. What can I do is wait for 2 weeks time. I really wish everything will be fine.

The next day, we went to beach again for two hours, the weather is so good, and finally it was raining. Hence we are departing back to UTM around 11.30pm. I know he is tiring because of not enough sleep, so I am going to be the driver. About 1pm, we arrived in Jusco Tebrau and having lunch there. And we reach UTM around 3pm.

It was a tiring but memorable trip. I do enjoy it. Thanks for accompany me doing this all.

和好了吗？

我们算和好了吗？又一次，是我的主动。我不知道我还能做出多少次的主动，我真的不知道我们的关系能维持多久。不管跟他说多少次，到最后他还是会忘记。曾经你说过你不会搞浪漫，但你会对我很好，这是你答应我的。可是你做到了吗？

不知道什么时候开始我学会了迁就，道歉。以前的霸道，野蛮，统统都得收起来，有时候真的真的很生气，很无奈，但还是得装大方，为的只是讨你开心，只是这样做真的值得吗？你，会珍惜吗？

每一次生气，都告诉自己不准主动道歉，可是最后还是因为想跟他说话，然后就硬着头皮跟他说话。就算好像白痴一样自言自语，也愿意。因为每次都告诉自己总有一天他会发现我的好。

一直都认为包容是维持一段感情的主要因素，只是如果只有一个人一直默默付出，另一个人根本没发现的话，那算是包容吗？

有时候在想，如果他会来到这里看看我的心声那该有多好，因为我实在没有勇气对他说这些，说这些只会让他觉得我烦而已。然后又是吵架收场，最后我又是我道歉。自找苦吃，何必呢？

每段感情总有一个天使，只是时间久了，天使也是会累的；天使也是有自尊的。

心痛

做么我要喜欢你？

想了一整个晚上，想了很多理由来为他辩护，可是还是得不到一个可以让我接受的答案。

为什么和我在一起了一年多的男人竟然会对我说出这么一句话？

突然，我失了魂，第一次不知如何是好。。

累了

我生气的时候，只要你跟我说话，我就会气消了，可是为什么你总是让我孤单的活着？
主动开口跟我说句话真的那么难吗？

然后到最后，我又是那个主动跟你说话的人，为什么总是让我做那个人？

很早以前我就说过，最讨厌人家对我食言，而你不只对我食言，你似乎已经忘记了那么一回事。

上个星期我和他们出去让你耿耿于怀，我以为明天可以补偿，谁知道你却食言了。或许在你眼里上个星期的事也算是我对你的食言吧。我只想说，上个星期我是约了你星期四晚上的，只是那晚你有开会。

我讨厌他们，讨厌那些让你对我食言的人。
将心比心，我曾经因为社团的人对你食言过吗？
为什么你就不能顾及我的感受？
我在强忍泪水的时候，你总是认为我是在硬挤泪水。。
第一次，我觉得累了T.T
我的心在流泪，你永远都不会知道。。

Friendship

Change my mine again. I know it will not be a easy assignment, but I will try my best. Not only because of wish to have one more friend, it also because I know my dear will be more happy if I do so, and everyone will be happy.

I had step out the first step, it is a good beginning, I wish this will be continue and I will prove that I can do it. Thank you of my friend who had believed on me, I am sure I can do it because I am LinMing. Just do it and Prove It to yourself!!

Pre-Registration

Again, every sem's pre-registration is coming. The first thing I do is to check if we can in the same class for the last same subject that we have in our Uni life. It is so happy when I saw there is 3sections we can enter for this subject. But the most preferable time is Thursday, cause I don't have class on Monday.

The next day, when I telling him to register for Section2, then only I know I am the one who syok sendiri, he don't think to be same class with me if he need to change section.

Since he don't wish to change his mind, I don't want to force him also, cause I know nothing will change even if I force him, so I think of changing my mind.

This sem almost ended, think of going somewhere with him before final exam start, at least two days, but when only we have the time?